…journal of a practising musician…

Month: January 2026

Whose Music Is This, Anyway?

Misattribution

I recently came across a quote attributed to Lao Tzu that immediately raised my suspicions:

“Music in the soul can be heard by the universe.”

It is a beautiful sentiment. It is also almost certainly not Taoist—and almost certainly not Lao Tzu.

Lao-tzu on music

The line has the familiar feel of a modern greeting-card aphorism: affirming, expressive, and quietly centered on the self. My doubts grew when I set it beside an authentic verse from the Tao Te Ching:

“The five colors blind the eye.
The five tones deafen the ear.
The five flavors numb the taste.”

(Chapter 12)

This is not a rejection of music, but it is a warning: refined sensation can interfere with perception rather than deepen it. Taoism, from the beginning, has been wary of confusing stimulation with insight.

That tension—between music as expression and music as interference—is where this reflection begins.

Three Kinds of Music

The Taoist thinker Zhuangzi, writing a generation or two after Lao Tzu, offers one of the most intriguing accounts of music in world philosophy. Zhuangzi lived during the Warring States period, around the 4th century BCE, and is credited with writing a work known by his name, the Zhuangzi, considered one of two foundational texts of Taoism, alongside the Tao Te Ching. He describes three kinds of music:

The Music of Man
The Music of Earth
The Music of Heaven

The Music of Man is what we usually mean by music: instruments, compositions, styles, genres, techniques, systems of taste. It is intentional, cultivated, and deeply human.

The Music of Earth is sound without human design: wind passing through valleys, trees, or hollow spaces, each producing different tones according to their shape. No composer. No audience. Just conditions giving rise to sound.

Then there is the Music of Heaven—the most elusive of the three. This is not “higher” music, nor sacred repertoire. It is the spontaneous resonance of things responding to one another without effort, ownership, or assertion.

Zhuangzi’s quietly unsettling question

Zhuangzi points to the innumerable voices of the world itself—sounds and forms arising spontaneously as conditions shift—which he calls the ‘ten thousand differences’: a boundless plurality in which nothing stands as the source, and everything emerges through relation rather than design. Zhuangzi poses a quietly unsettling question:

“Who is it that blows the ten thousand differences?”

The question undermines the assumption that sound must belong to someone. Even human music, he suggests, may participate in the Music of Heaven—but only when the insistence on authorship falls away.

Expression, Attunement, and a Familiar Modern Pressure

Much contemporary music culture—especially online—rests on an expressive model: music as self-disclosure, output, and signal. We are encouraged to publish constantly, iterate relentlessly, and trust that quantity leads to quality.

For many musicians, this approach is practical, even necessary. I have no quarrel with it, and no interest in disparaging those for whom it is fruitful.

But Taoism invites a different question: not how much music we make, but how music happens at all.

Zhuangzi is not concerned with productivity, consistency, or optimization. He is concerned with interference. The danger is not making too much music, but trying too hard to make music mean something—to assert, impress, compete, or declare.

This is where modern expressive ideals quietly diverge from Taoist thought. The Taoist concern is not authenticity or emotional honesty; it is attunement—the capacity to respond to the music itself, to its rhythms, silences, and subtleties, rather than imposing a will on it. Music goes astray when the self insists on being the source.

A Brief Detour: Confucianism and Buddhism

This Taoist position stands out more clearly when contrasted with two neighboring traditions.

Confucianism treats music as moral technology. Proper music cultivates virtue, stabilizes emotion, and reinforces social harmony. Music is valuable because it shapes people toward an ordered ideal. Zhuangzi’s skepticism toward standards of taste and harmony is, in part, a response to this instrumental view.

Buddhism, especially in its early forms, is wary of music as sensory pleasure—something that can foster attachment and distraction. Later traditions, particularly Zen, soften this stance. A bell, a clap, or a sudden sound can provoke awakening. Yet even here, sound ultimately points toward impermanence and non-attachment.

Zhuangzi’s position is different again. He does not treat sound as moral tool, nor as temptation, nor even as illusion. He treats it as unknowable. The problem is not sound, but the claim that it belongs to us.

Listening as Aspiration

This brings us back to the opening quote.

The idea that “music in the soul can be heard by the universe” assumes that our highest aspiration is to be heard—to project something inward outward, and have it recognized.

Taoism quietly reverses this direction.

In Zhuangzi, music does not elevate the human voice into the cosmos; it tests whether the human voice can fall silent enough to hear what is already sounding.

This is not a call to stop making music. It is a call to notice when music feels forced, anxious, or performative—when it feels like a claim rather than a response.

For some musicians, this perspective can feel alienating in a culture organized around metrics, output, and comparison. For others, it can feel like permission: to work slowly, to listen deeply, to trust intervals of silence, and to let music arise rather than be extracted.

Where I Stand (Quietly)

I do not believe there is one correct path. The Music of Man matters; skill matters; practice matters. But the Music of Heaven does not respond to pressure, volume, or ambition.

If this way of thinking resonates, you are not alone—even if it sometimes feels that way in competitive spaces. Taoism has been quietly offering this alternative for over two thousand years: not a rejection of music, but a refusal to hurry it, own it, or turn it into proof of worth.

Concluding remark

The universe does not need to hear our music. Perhaps the deeper aspiration is learning to listen, fully and quietly, as music arises.

Peace, my friends!

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When Your DAW Freezes but Your CPU Is Fine: A Musician’s Introduction to LatencyMon

LatencyMon monitoring latency in Reaper on Windows 10, 2026/01/18

Latency — learning what to do about it

Step by step, in by inch

I assumed I understood audio latency on computers. Buffer size? Check. Sample rate? Check. CPU load? Keep it low, freeze tracks, print effects. I absorbed Kenny Gioia’s Adjusting Recording Latency (Loopback Test) in REAPER video, made the adjustments, and upgraded to an interface (Rubix44) with better monitoring abilities.

And yet… every so often — on machines that should have been fine — I’d get the dreaded symptoms: a DAW freeze, a sudden glitch, or that heart-stopping moment where audio just… stops responding.

The CPU meter wasn’t pegged. Disk activity looked normal. Nothing obvious was wrong. I chalked it up to “Windows being Windows” and moved on. And that worked… until it didn’t!

The Hidden Kind of Latency

What I’ve learned is that not all latency lives inside your DAW. There’s another layer — deeper, quieter, and far more insidious — called interrupt latency. This is about how quickly your system can respond to real-time events: audio buffers, MIDI messages, USB traffic, network activity.
When that layer misbehaves, your DAW can freeze even when everything looks fine.

Enter LatencyMon!

Download LatencyMon from Resplendence Software

What is it?

LatencyMon is a free diagnostic tool that doesn’t measure audio performance directly. Instead, it watches how your system handles interrupts and deferred procedure calls (ISRs and DPCs). If those spike too high, real-time audio suffers.

At first glance, LatencyMon can feel… unfriendly. Acronyms, scary red text, references to drivers you’ve never heard of. But with a little context, it becomes an incredibly empowering tool.

The Big Mental Shift: Chronic vs. Event-Driven Problems

Here’s the most important thing I learned: A system that runs clean for hours is not “bad.” A system that occasionally spikes has a trigger. This distinction changed everything.

If LatencyMon reports consistently high numbers, you may have a chronic configuration issue. But if it runs happily in the green for long stretches and then suddenly explodes? That’s almost always event-driven. Events that contribute to latency include:

  • Sleep/wake.
  • Display changes.
  • Network activity.
  • USB power management.
  • Audio devices you’re not even using.

Once I understood this, LatencyMon stopped feeling accusatory and started feeling like a detective’s notebook. And my system stopped freezing. Mixes I worked on ‘last night’ started running just the same the morning after.

The Usual Suspects (and Some Surprises)

In my case, the biggest offenders were not my audio interface or my DAW. They were things like:

  • Display audio drivers (HDMI / DisplayPort pretending to be speakers)
  • Unused onboard audio
  • Virtual audio devices I wasn’t actively using
  • USB power management quietly re-enabling itself
  • Network and ACPI activity during power state transitions

Disabling Intel Display Audio and unused Realtek audio alone dropped my worst interrupt spikes from tens of milliseconds to well under 50 microseconds. That’s not a tweak. That’s a revelation!

A Word About “Good” Numbers

After selectively disabling devices I didn’t need during recording, my system settled around 30–40 µs peaks. At that point, I stopped chasing numbers and started making music again.

LatencyMon doesn’t give you a single pass/fail score, but rough guidelines help:

  • Under 100 µs ISR/DPC peaks: excellent
  • Under 500 µs: solid
  • Over 1000 µs: worth investigating
  • Tens of thousands of µs: something is seriously misbehaving

After selectively disabling devices I didn’t need during recording, my system settled around 30–40 µs peaks. At that point, I stopped chasing numbers and started making music again. Which, frankly, is the goal.

Less Is More (Especially on Windows)

Every enabled audio device is something Windows feels responsible for managing, even if you’re not using it. You probably have some of these in plain sight:

  • Webcam microphones.
  • USB mics.
  • Virtual routing drivers.
  • Calibration “virtual devices.”

None of these are bad. But they don’t need to be present during a recording session. I now think of my system in modes:

  1. Recording mode: only the interfaces and drivers I need
  2. Meeting mode: webcams, virtual routing, USB mics
  3. General use: everything else

And I have a laptop at the ready to offload 80% of modes 2 & 3.

Disabling devices

Recording mode: unused devices disabled. VB-Voicemeter is a virtual device I use to stream mixes in Zoom—a routing utility that doesn’t control hardware.

Disabling devices (not uninstalling them) takes seconds and removes entire classes of background activity. Open Device manager –> Sound, video and game controllers.

LatencyMon as a Learning Tool, Not a Stress Test

Used poorly, LatencyMon can make you paranoid. Used well, it teaches you how your system actually behaves. The key is not to panic over single spikes. Watch for patterns. Correlate spikes with actions. Change one thing at a time. Stop when the system behaves. And most importantly: don’t chase perfection. Chase stability.

Why This Matters for Musicians

We tend to blame ourselves when technology gets flaky.
“Maybe I pushed the buffer too low.”
“Maybe this plugin is unstable.”
“Maybe I need a new machine.”
Sometimes the problem isn’t musical or computational at all. It’s infrastructural. Understanding that — and knowing how to verify it — is deeply calming.

A Practical Takeaway

If you’ve ever stared at a frozen DAW wondering what just happened, learning to read LatencyMon — even a little — is worth your time.

It certainly was for me.

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